Sunday, February 2, 2014

12.22.2013 - KILL YOUR INNER DEMONS


MORNING SATSANG BY PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA  
 
Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari Madyamaam |
Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||
 I welcome all of you with my love and blessings.
Today, Nithyanandotsava 5th day celebrations!  Utsava Murthy, Paramahamsa Nithyananda, is gracing us, enacting the Leela of Ayyappa Darshan.  In the young age, a teacher, Maths teacher, saw Swami as Ayyappa.  From that time he never asked me to write any examinations!  Today is that Leela Alankara, that Leela Alankara is done at Bidadi.  Paramahamsa Nithyananda murthy is gracing us in that Leela Alankara.
Now, we will move to the satsangh.
Today, I will give you the essence of the Inner Awakening Level-4.  First, I want to tell you guys, successfully the Inner Awakening Level-4 is completed!  The program is successful beyond my expectations.  Not only is it beyond all your expectations, it is beyond even my expectations!
Understand, I will make just at least a few statements, few truths available to all of you from this Inner Awakening Level-4. 
First thing: Listening, Authentic Listening.
Second: Becoming the cause to make others’ reality.  That is where the whole turns takes place where you become a leader. 
Please understand, leader is a person who goes on thinking about others for others.  You cannot run life hypocritically for a long time.  Don’t think, ‘I will act as if I will think for others, but not.’  No!  You cannot act for quite a long time.  You cannot live by acting.  Understand, sincerely being a cause, sincerely being a cause for others’ reality, that is the very important, profound lesson, experientially shared in this Inner Awakening Level-4.  Whatever obstacles you have for being a cause for others’ reality, you have to complete with all that.  How to complete with all that, that is what is taught step-by-step in the first few days.  And, when you become a cause for others’ reality, from unexpected corners, unexpected ways, so many will start becoming a cause for you to cause your reality!  Understand, when you empty you, Cosmos will fill you from so many angles, from so many directions.  First, it empties you from your desires, then explodes you with contentment, showers you million times more than what you imagined yourself as in your life.  If it empties you for million dollars, it pours zillion dollars on you!  The quality of the Cosmos, the habit of the Cosmos is this.  He first empties you, vacates the desires for you for millions.  He empties you.  Till then he tortures you.  Even every dollar looks too big.  The moment you are empty of that one desire – which is out of incompletion – for million dollars and you become a cause for others’ reality, he bombards you with trillions and zillions!  Suddenly, you neither have discontentment nor have desire; you are just content, overflowing, and you are satisfied.  You live with fulfilment and overflowing.  I am not telling you stories, be very clear; I am telling you the truth!  I am not telling you stores, I am telling you the truth!  Sincerely becoming a cause for others’ to realize their reality.
Then, next comes doing the acid wash of Authenticity and Integrity to all the realities you create as a personal reality, or reality as a Sangha, reality of your family, reality of your business.  Then you discover the deep-rooted self-hatred and self-denial, self-doubt sitting in you.  Till then you will never put your hands on your self-doubt.  I tell you, only when you go through all this process, you will be able to lay your hands on exactly where the criminal is sitting, where the culprit is sitting, where the thief is sitting, where the demon is hiding.  You have read in stories that the demon goes and hides below the seven oceans, and then some god empties the whole ocean. Even then he is not found, because he is sitting in the stomach of a big fish or tortoise.  Then they kill the tortoise and catch him.  That is exactly the way.  Only when you go through this process step-by-step, become a cause for others’ reality, you catch your own self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial patterns, and kill that demon.  From that moment, Inner Awakening-4 starts, the celebration starts, Nithyotsava starts, Nithyanandotsava starts.  Then life is instilled in your body, “prana prathishta” is done to your body.  Only then, living starts happening in you. 
If you have killed the self-denial, self-doubt, self-hatred, you are reborn. 
If you have discovered, you are at least born. 
If you have not discovered your self-denial, self-hatred, self-doubt, you are not born.  You may be having your body, moving it around.  That does not mean you are living. 
So understand, killing the self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred, that is Enlightenment, that is Nithyotsava, eternal celebration.  Only then life is instilled in your body.
Just today morning I received an email from our brahmachari who is doing puja, Tattvananda Maharaj.  He writes that he was doing 1008 Shankabhisheka yesterday for my murthy to which I did “prana prathishta” from here (Bali).  Vibhooti got materialized twice, and again he wiped it clean, washed it, again Vibhooti started getting materialized!  From here, that day, I said Vibhooti will materialize on the deity, the deity will be a living deity radiating energy.  When the “prana prathishta” happens in a deity, so much is done, so much happens to it.  When the “prana prathishta” is done inside you, then understand what will happen!  So, destroying the self-doubt, self-denial, self hatred is the essence of Inner Awakening Level-4. 
And powerfully being a cause for others’ reality, ability to speak into the other’s listening, ability to listen to other’s speaking, ability to listen to your own speaking, and ability to speak into your listening.  Listen!  Ability to authentically listen to you and authentically speak into your listening, ability to authentically listen to others, and ability to authentically speak into the other’s listening, these are all the essence of the experiences of Inner Awakening Level-4.
Inner Awakening Level-4, next Inner Awakening Level-4 is happening from July 15 to August 4 in cruise.  So get ready!
Life is about sincerely being able to listen to yourself, and able to listen to others, able to speak into your listening, and able to speak into others’ listening; that’s all!
Please understand, I am describing:
Ability to listen to yourself is Contemplation.
Ability to speak into your listening is Completion.
Ability to listen to others speaking is Authentic Listening.
Ability to speak into others’ listening is Completion with Others.

Ability to speak into others’ listening, that is the essence of success.  Please understand, ability to speak into others’ listening, whether your relationships, family life, good-bad, right-wrong, whatever in your life you think as success, it comes to you only by your ability to speak into others’ listening.  Everyone basically needs to learn this art, learn this science. Everyone needs to develop this skill – ability to speak into others’ listening, ability to speak into others’ listening. 
Ability to put whatever you experienced into practice and radiate it to the world, that is the last initiation you received – Sangha Sankalpa Deeksha, living in the form of Sangha.
Even when you are not able to complete with something, treat that incompletion as part of your Sangha, and call that incompletion, have a heart-to-heart conversation with it.  ‘What do you want to do?  You think you will kill me?’  If you are carrying self-denial, one part of you is self-hatred, call that for a round-table conference.  ‘Come on, you want to kill me?  If you kill me, how will you survive?  Because you are a parasite!’  Parasite can derive life only from the tree.  If the tree dies, parasite can’t afford to eat the whole tree!  It can only eat part by part!  If the whole tree dies, main tree dies, what will happen to the parasite?  That will also die!  So, ask the self-denial, self-doubt, self-hatred patterns, ‘Come on, you are also a parasite on me!  If you kill me, you also will die!’  Simply you will see...!  Self-doubt, self-denial is like a child.  If you stare at a child, if he knows he is caught, he will simply run away!  If a child knows he is caught, simply he will run away!  Same way, self-doubt and self-denial, the moment you catch, they will simply run away! 
I can tell you, the whole Hindus, the whole Hinduism is suffering from self-doubt, self-denial and self-hatred.  Unfortunately, the British and Muslim rulers were successfully able to put self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial into the hearts of Hindus in the eight-hundred years of their ruling, eight-hundred years of slavery.  Really, really, really, the self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred became the bio-memory of Hindus.  It is time, I tell you, if you complete with your self-doubts, self-hatred and self-denial, that is the greatest service you will do for yourself and Hinduism, because this is the biggest cancer that the whole of Hinduism is suffering from.  It is caused by eight-hundred to nine-hundred years of slavery which is still continuing in India.
So, the essence of Inner Awakening Level-4 is:
Complete with your self-denial, self-hatred, self-doubt patterns.
Today, with this, I will move to the next segment – Blessings.  See you all guys tomorrow in Bidadi.
SARVA DARSHAN FOR BALI IA PARTICIPANTS IN PROGRESS.....................
I bless you all!  Let you all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility and Enriching with eternal bliss, Nithyananda!  Thank you! 
___________________ END OF SATSANG ___________________
 

 

 




 

 



 

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