MORNING SATSANG BY PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Nithyanandeshwara
Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari
Madhyamaam |
Asmath
Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey
Guru Paramparaam ||
I welcome all
the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis sitting with us all over the world
at this time through Nithyananda TV, Lotus TV, Janashree TV, Sadhna TV, and
through two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha in many cities around
the world.
Today, I will
expand on Kalpataru, Causing Enlightenment, and on a few characters from the
Mahabharata, all the three together.
The first few
important truths, the sacred secrets you need to know:
The biggest
human suffering is self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred. If I have to organize it one by one, it is –
self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial.
First it starts as self-doubt, follows as self-hatred, becomes fruit in
self-denial. That is the way, step by
step, it reaches.
Please
understand, the worst disease human-beings suffer..... I tell you, only actually after this
self-doubt comes, God becomes human!
Please understand, in this very land of Haridwar, from the time Ganga
started flowing, one debate is going on: How God became human-being? How Akhanda became Khanda? How the Paramatma became Jivatma? This debate is going on just like Ganga. Dvaithis have their answer, Advaithis have
their answer, Visishtadvaithis have their answer, atheists have their answer. Please understand, in Vedic Tradition,
atheism is also part of the philosophy!
(break in
transmission on eNTV at this point.....)
I will give you
the answer, not a philosophical, intellectual answer, but an experiential
answer, experiential answer for this problem how God became man, how Parmatama
became Jivatma, how we got deluded ourselves: The moment self-doubt comes in,
God became man, macrocosm becomes microcosm, Paramatma becomes Jivatma. The first Maya, the origin of the Maya, the
first delusion, first illusion, is self-doubt.
Please
understand, if I erase at least a few people’s self-doubt, help them to
complete with their self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial, I will feel my
mission is achieved, I will feel I have accomplished for what I have assumed
human body, I will feel my avataric mission is fulfilled. And, today, again I wanted to repeat, this
should be the Guru Vaak for all my sannyasis, brahmacharis, devotees,
disciples, followers, you all take an oath that constantly you will complete
with your self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial, and you will help, you will be
cause for every human-being to complete with their self-doubt, self-hatred and
self-denial patterns.
The biggest
liberation you will experience on Planet Earth is being liberated from
self-doubt, self-denial and self-hatred.
Completion with self-doubt, self-denial and self-hatred will be the
biggest, most powerful liberation you will experience. This Kalpataru Darshan itself is nothing but
helping you to complete with your self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred. Self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred is like
a rock thrown on the head of the Kundalini snake. See, Kundalini is described as a sleeping
snake in our Root Centre, in our Mooladhara.
Self-hatred, self-doubt and self-denial is a huge rock thrown on that
snake. What will happen? That snake cannot die, but it will fall into
coma! It will fall into coma! Kalpataru is nothing but moving that rock out
and slowly moving the Kundalini snake up.
Actually, it is not a snake, don’t be afraid; it is shown like a snake;
when it wakes up, it moves like a snake through your spine and reaches your
Sahasrara (Crown Centre) and the whole body flowers.
Yesterday, one
lady was complaining to me, ‘In the cruise you told you will awaken my
Kundalini, and now you will HAVE to awaken!
I did not experience.’ People
have weird ideas! First thing, you have
so much of self-denial; that is why it becomes anger on me. You will have to first complete with that. Second, when I awaken your Kundalini,
naturally it awakens. But you have
expectation that you should jump, only then your Kundalini is awakened! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Anyhow...!
Deep anger towards you, deep hatred towards you, deep self-denial should
be completed. Only then, even if you
awaken the Kundalini, it can spread all over your body.
Please understand,
this Kalpataru Darshan is nothing but helping you to complete with your
self-doubt. Actually, Vivekananda puts
it very beautifully: “Whether you meditate, or do Kriya, or do prayer, or do
Yagna, or go to temple, or go for tirtha yatra, you do any spiritual action or
religious action, at one point your Kundalini gets awakened and your prayers
are answered.’ That is what is happening
actually. We use different names – Homa,
Yagna, Japa, Puja, Yoga, Kriya, Pranayama – you may use different names, but
actually what is happening? During that
process, one amount, one quantity of your Kundalini gets awakened and the
Kundalini fulfils what you are asking for.
That is the exact science.
Vivekananda puts it very beautifully.
The concept I am sharing with you now is from Vivekananda, Swami
Vivekananda.
Please
understand, anything you want, you have the energy to express it, to make it
into reality, to achieve it. If you just
complete the self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial, if you complete with these
three, simply the Kundalini explodes and what you want is achieved! This whole Kalpataru Darshan is nothing but
helping you to complete with your self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial. I tell you, I take this up as a mission. From today, I declare with Integrity,
Authenticity, Responsibility and Enriching, this Kalpataru Darshan will always be
made available wherever I am, free of cost!
This is my commitment to humanity.
I will see to it that everywhere people are helped with this knowledge,
with this clarity, with this completion, with this process.
I tell you, all
your patterns, root-patterns, root root-patterns, father of your root-patterns,
great-grandfather of your root-patterns, great-grandmother of your
root-patterns, everything is your self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial. The moment you want something, you declare to
yourself that you will not get it, and that if you have to get it, you will
have to struggle, literally give your whole life to it. How many of you are able to cognize what I am
saying? That is what exactly I call as
“self-denial”, which is not true, please understand. Even though society makes you believe your
self-denial is fact, it is not fact. All
incarnations land on the Planet Earth just to tell you this one truth: Your self-denial,
self-hatred, self-doubt is not truth or fact.
That’s all! That’s all! You are more than what you believe as you;
because, what you believe as you is framed by your self-denial, self-hatred and
self-doubt. No one can take away what
you want from your life. The great hope,
the great truth, the greatest good news which is truth is: You are not an
ordinary being as you perceive because of your self-doubt, self-hatred and
self-denial. Complete all these
three. Every child should be taught to
complete with all these three, because these three patterns do not start in
this birth, they are inherited from the past birth, you need to know! Every child should be taught to complete with
the self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial.
This should be the responsibility of all my sannyasis, disciples,
devotees – helping every human-being to complete with this self-denial,
self-doubt and self-hatred.
I tell you, as I
was telling yesterday, the Himalayas may be there, Ganga may be flowing, but if
you are sleeping, what is the use without enjoying it? I cannot even understand how people can
miss! I was not able to control myself;
yesterday morning, in the break itself, I went and had Ganga darshan and came
back! Between the program, I ran, had
Ganga darshan and came back!
Anyhow...! Himalayas may be
there, Ganga may be there, but if you are sleeping, nothing can be done, what
is the use? Life may be there, Guru may
be there, but if you are stuck with the self-denial, nothing can be done. Self-denial is a powerful drug which makes
you powerless. That is the exact word I
will use: “Powerful drug which makes you powerless”.
If you want to
hate something, hate self-hatred. If you
want to doubt something, doubt self-doubt.
If you want to deny something in your life, deny self-denial. If you want to doubt, doubt self-doubt. If you want to hate, hate self-hatred. If you want to deny, deny self-denial. The direct enemy I have to deal with in my
life, in my avataric mission, is self-hatred, self-doubt and self-denial. Nothing else is my direct enemy. Just like when Rama comes to Planet Earth,
Ravana and Kumbhakarna are his direct enemies; Vali is not his direct enemy,
Vali is only side enemy. Vali was never
an enemy of Rama, and he was never against Rama. Vali would have been a better companion for
Rama than Sugreeva. Rama’s mission was
to get Sita back. Vali used to play, toy
with Ravana. Ravana was afraid of
Vali. Vali actually once brought Ravana
as a toy for his son Angadha to play with.
Angadha says to Ravana, ‘I saw you once flying in the sky. I asked my dad, “What is it? Get me that!”
Do you remember my dad brought you?
As a toy I was playing with you?
Then your wife cried to my father.
I also said, “I have played with this toy enough, I will leave
it”.’ Vali would have got Ravana in ten
minutes! Anyhow.....we don’t know why
Rama did what he did. All I am trying to
convey through this example is, the direct enemy of Rama was Ravana and
Kumbhakarna. Same way, for Krishna, the
direct enemy is Kamsa and Sishupala. Duryodhana
was not his enemy.
I tell you, the
direct enemy for me in this incarnation is self-doubt, self-hatred and
self-denial. Nothing else is a direct
enemy for me. All this media terrorism
and all these fellows who are trying to abuse me, attack me, harass me, who are
trying to behave like enemies, they cannot be my enemies, they are comedy
pieces! I neither think they are my
enemies, nor are they qualified to be my enemies. The self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial of
human-beings are my direct enemies. I
will destroy them! I will complete
them! That is my mission.
Every
human-being should be taught the science of completing with self-doubt,
self-hatred and self-denial. When you
start working on this, complete with the self-doubt, self-hatred and
self-denial, so much of Kundalini energy is awakened, that energy automatically
will create what you want, that energy will automatically liberate you, lead
you to ultimate enlightenement.
In my temples,
only three demons will be portrayed; they are self-doubt, self-hatred and
self-denial. People should complete with
these three and only then enter my temple.
Only then you can enter into the space of the divine.
Please
understand, all hatred you have with others is hatred which is there in you
about you. All doubt you have about
others is nothing but the doubt you have in you. All the denial you have about others is
nothing but the denial you have about you inside. Complete with these three inside. Suddenly, you will see the world will be
different for you! I am not saying the
world will be different for everyone. It
will be different for you, because, ultimately, you create your world, you
create your world. Self-hatred naturally
creates hatred about you everywhere.
Self-doubt naturally creates doubt about others in you, and in others
about you. Self-denial naturally makes
you deny others, and others deny you.
That is the source of all suffering, that is the source of all bad
things.
Whatever may be
the purpose of your life, good or bad, health or wealth, the self-hatred,
self-denial, self-doubt should be completed.
With every desire if I just help you to complete with your self-doubt,
that desire will become reality in your life.
Actually, I am not giving you any boon other than helping you complete
with your self-doubts. That’s all! I use various methods: sometimes by giving
you energy; sometimes you won’t listen; I just infuse energy into you and blast
that self-doubt like a balloon. That is
what I call initiation. I use various
methods, but the final process is the same.
And I commit with you all, I will share this science and this Kalpataru
Darshan with the whole world free of cost, because, this is the most important
mission part of my life!
Please
understand, if you see Mahabharata, every action of Dhritarashtra is
self-doubt, every action of Shakuni is self-hatred. This Shakuni does not even understand he is
destroying the same family where his sister is married! So much of self-hatred! Every action of Duryodhana is
self-denial. Please listen! Self-denial is born from self-doubt and
assisted by self-hatred. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...! Born by Dhritarashtra, assisted by
Shakuni! Self-denial is born from
self-doubt, assisted by self-hatred.
Bhishma is
Dharma, embodment of Dharma. But,
unfortunately, even Dharma, if it joins hands with self-denial, it will not be
able to save self-denial and it will destroy itself. So, the only person who can destroy the
self-denial is an incarnation, Krishna.
Bhagawan Krishna, only he can destroy the self-denial, self-hatred and
self-doubt.
Self-doubt is
blind. Self-hatred is cunning. Self-denial is stupid. Understand, self-doubt is blind; it does not know
what is there in front like Dhritarashtra.
Self-hatred (Shakuni) is cunning; does not even know he is harming his
own sister; means, himself! Self-denial
(Duryodhana) is stupid; throughout Duryodhana’s life, you will see, all his
actions are stupid; many times, knowing he cannot win, that he is not going to
win, he still behaves stupidly!
Otherwise, stupidly will he order the arrest of Krishna? The peak of stupidity is all these three
(self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial) gathering together and trying to attack
an incarnation. In Karnataka also, one
fellow ordered my arrest, and all of you know what happened! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...!
I tell you, the
good news I have for all of you is, self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial can
be completed. Just because you have all
three of them, you don’t need to get destroyed. There is no need that you
should be destroyed. No! It can be completed. You can achieve Completion. You can reach Completion. That is the good news I have. Whatever may be your purpose, whether you are
going to be a doctor to heal others, or you are going to be in the army to kill
others, or you are going to practice Law, or Accounts, or Engineering, or
Architecture, or you are going to live the life of a housewife, or you are
going to be retired, waiting for that, whatever may be your life, please
complete with your self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial. You will have a great life in front of
you. You will have a great possibility
in front of you. All the great truths
you will be able to grasp in your life and be able to implement them. See, many people say, ‘All these are great
ideas, but I am not able to grasp them.
It goes above my head.’ When I
talk about Integrity, they say, ‘No, no, no, it is going above my head. I am tired.
These are all for serious people.’
Understand, your self-doubt will never allow you to grasp the science of
life. It will never allow you to grasp
the science of life. Either it will show
you that things are above your head, or it will make you doubt the one who is
teaching these spiritual truths, his sincerity.
I have seen, people doubt whether this thing on my head is gold! It is not gold. Don’t worry about that. Even if it is gold,
it is not going to affect me in any way.
It may affect you, but it will not affect me.
This SDHD, means
Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial – I call it as SDHD; one disciple, Mokshapriyan, has
sent a message, ‘Let us call it as “SDHD” Swamiji.’ He is right!
The greatest disease we are suffering from is SDHD, and the cure for
this is Kalpataru Darshan. SDHD –
Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial – I will popularize this word. Mokshapriyan is the inventor of this word,
SDHD. Mokshapriyan, first you have to
cure this SDHD yourself!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA....! Because, the
inventor cannot be suffering from the same disease! SDHD is the right word. Actually, I tell you, this is the right
word! My mission is to cure the world
from SDHD – Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial.
The vaccine for SDHD is Gurukul.
The cure for SDHD is Kalpataru Darshan.
Gurukul is the vaccination for SDHD, Kalpataru Darshan is the cure for
SDHD. We will put a board in all our
ashrams: “Here we cure SDHD. Every day
morning, cure for SDHD will be available from 8 to 9. Contact here.” No, this is one of the worst diseases
human-beings are suffering from.
See, the problem
is, this Shakuni fellow, he is very intelligent; but foolish fellow, he does
not know he is putting the fire on his own butt! He thinks he is very intelligent, but he does
not know he is destroying himself.
Self-hatred thinks he is very intelligent, he can control everyone and
manipulate everyone. But, finally, he
does not know he is only destroying himself!
Every disease human-beings are suffering is from SDHD – Self-Doubt,
Hatred, Denial. SDHD! What a great invention, SDHD! January 3rd is the day we invented
SDHD and the cure for it!
I will now lead
you into the Kalpataru process. Please
sit straight. Again, create a space for
what you want to achieve in your life.
Means, consciously, responsibly, visualize what you want in your life
and declare that it is already reality.
And all the SDHD – Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial – which comes up through
this process, declare completion with it, decide to complete it. Hold on to that space to create what you want
as reality.
Please close
your eyes. Sit straight. Create responsibly what you want. Create the space with responsibility,
complete with all the SDHD, the Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial which comes up.
KALPATARU
MEDITATION IN PROGRESS.....................
You can open
your eyes. I bless you all! The space you created, let it become
reality!
And everybody
who is here for the Kalpataru Darshan, please come. The Inner Awakening participants Level-1,
Level-2, Level-3, please wait; you will have darshan in the evening. All the people who have come for the
Kalpataru Darshan, please come.
___________________ END OF SATSANG ___________________
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