MORNING SATSANG BY PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Nithyanandeshwara
Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari
Madhyamaam |
Asmath
Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey
Guru Paramparaam ||
I welcome all of
you with my love and respects. I welcome
all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis, sannyasis sitting with us all
over the world through Nithyananda TV, Sadhna TV, Janashree TV, Eshwar TV, and
through two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha in twenty-two cities
in many countries all over the world.
Cities sitting
with us: Devon-UK, Bogota-Colombia, Dubai-Vaidyanatham, New Zealand-Adi
Arunachalam, Austin-Texas, New York-Varanasi, Chino Hills-California,
Hyderabad-Gupta Kashi, Enriching Temple-Bidadi, Colorado Springs-USA, Kathmandu-Nepal,
Mollieres-France, Oman-Sivagangai, Bangalore North, Nithyananda Nagara-Bidadi,
Dallas-Dwaraka, Guadeloupe-Rameshwaram, London-Kashi, Kuala Lumpur-Palani,
Houston-Kalahasti, Los Angeles-Arunachalam, Singapore-Singapuram, Nithyananda
Nagaramu-Hyderabad, Washington DC-Sripuram, Ohio-Prayag, San Jose-Madurai,
Toronto-Kailasam, Mill Valley-Vairavan Koil, Seattle-Chidambaram,
Oklahoma-Somanatham, San Diego-Tirualavai.....................
I welcome all of
you with my love and blessings.
We are in Haridwar! We are LIVE from Haridwar, the land of Ganga,
Himalayas and Vedic tradition! This
place has an amazing significance, please understand. Himalayas are the eternal truths. Ganga is the practical application of those
eternal truths; the practical application, practical utility of those eternal
truths melting down, coming down and meeting with the place, with the common
man, happens in Haridwar. Means, this is
the ground where the Applied Science of Enlightenment, utility of the great
spiritual truths reaches the common man.
Sadhus, sadhaks, they also go up, go up into the Himalayas and get the
benefits of Ganga; but this is the ground where Ganga is coming down and
reaching to the Aam Aadmi, the common man.
One of the
biggest practical utility values of our great Hindu philosophy, the spiritual
truths, is the ability to cause what you want as a reality. Please listen! There is no philosophy other than Advaita,
there is no philosophy other than Advaita, there is no religion other than
Hinduism which has done so much work, gone into the depths of consciousness,
super-consciousness, and discovered the science of making space into
reality. The ability to control, handle,
have power over matter, no other religion has gone into the depths in this line
of having power over matter. Hinduism,
the Hindu tradition has really gone into the depths, teaches the science of
having power over matter. Please
understand, using the science of power over matter, mind over matter, is what I
am teaching as “Kalpataru”.
Each one of you
are Kalpatarus. You have power over your
mind, and your mind has power over matter.
Anything, anything – when I say “anything”, I mean “ANYTHING” – anything
can be created if you have power over the mind.
Listen! Then we all think, ‘Then
is it like a magic we will create it?’
Vivekananda says very boldly, ‘In India, even if we want money, we don’t
go to the market to start a business; we go to a forest, sit under a tree, and
meditate, and we achieve it!’
Understand! I am not saying don’t
go to the market and do your business. I
am saying go to a forest to sit under a tree for some time. You will have the clarity of where, which
market to go, and what to do, where to do the business. So you will take responsibility very
responsibly.
Many of us have
taken responsibility in an irresponsible way.
Understand! Integrated to
Integrity, authentically authentic, responsibly being responsible! When we take up the responsibilities which
are not at all directly required in our life, which are not at all directly
required in our life, many times we are irresponsibly responsible. And, many times, what we feel as
responsibilities in our life are so unnecessary which are really not
required. And our real responsibilities
we give up and go and take up the unnecessary responsibilities. That is the worst hell that can happen to a
man. The worst hell which can happen to
a man is going behind unnecessary responsibilities which make you only a small
person, leaving the real responsibilities which expand you.
Please
listen! Kalpataru, the Nithya Kalpataru
Darshan, every-day Kalpataru Darshan is all about mastering the science of
causing what you want and what others want as reality. Kalpataru Darshan is nothing but causing what
you want and others want. So, please
understand, causing the reality as you want the way you want, and being a
catalyst for others’ cause, their reality, is Kalpataru Darshan.
First, a few
things you need to understand about causing the reality as you want. Grace is intensely always flowing in every
one of us. The Guru Kripa and Daiva
Kripa – the grace of the Guru and grace of God – is constantly flowing in each
one of us. The biggest problem is our
own self-hatred. Please listen! Whenever I ask people to visualize and create
a space for what they want to make it as reality, I have always seen the first
thing that happens in them is a tremendous self-doubt: ‘How can anything happen
just because I visualize?’ The next
thing, all the pain you had earlier by visualizing and not realizing it, the
earlier failures, all that pain starts erupting now. Listen!
First, the deep self-doubt, the deep self-doubt. Second, the deep hatred of past
failures. And, because of the self-doubt
and self-hatred, you decide, ‘I am not going to get it even if I create a
space’, which is the last nail in your coffin!
Only these three things – self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial – you get
into a very uncomfortable space.
I tell you, if
you want to torture somebody, you don’t need to ask them to think about what
they don’t like, their enemies. Just
tell them, ‘Whatever you like, you wanted in your life, please think about it,
think it has become reality.’ That’s
enough! They will torture themselves! I don’t need to ask you to think about your
enemies to torture you, to depress you.
If you just think about your favourite things, things which you really
like, things which you really, really wanted in your life, that’s enough to put
you in depression; because, when you think about something you really want,
want to achieve, self-doubt is the first and foremost thing which comes up;
second, self-hatred, hatred because of the earlier failures, the incompletion
because of earlier failures – ‘Earlier I tried this same thing ten times, but
it failed miserably! Now how is it going
to be successful?’ – Self-hatred immediately makes self-denial happen.
I tell you,
Hinduism, the Advaita philosophy is the one and only tradition which attends to
this self-hatred and self-denial and self-doubt to the maximum possible
level. Many religions only try to
exploit you, keep this self-hatred and self-denial in you. They don’t teach the science of getting out
of self-hatred and self-denial. They
don’t teach the science of getting out of it.
They let the self-hatred be with you, self-denial be with you,
self-doubt be with you, and exploit you.
But Hindu tradition, the Advaitha Sampradaya, Sanatana Hindu Dharma, is
the only tradition which again and again and again helps you to complete with
that self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial, again and again and again reminds
you that you need to complete with this pattern. Please understand, this is the secret of
Kalpataru. If you learn this one secret,
not only you can cause what you want as reality, you can start giving Kalpataru
Darshan to others, you can help others to cause their own reality, you can be a
catalyst for others to cause their own reality.
I am not a trekker guru to keep all the secrets to myself and enjoy the
results of royalty! We believe that
Knowledge is free. And I tell you, this
is a powerful science! Don’t think
because I give freely, teaching in the national channel, it is not a powerful
science. It is a most powerful
science! You can see it in your life for
yourself. Whenever you want to create
something in your life, first sit, start creating a space for it. Means, visualizing what you wanted has become
reality. First thing what will happen? Self-doubt!
‘How is this possible? No, no,
no!’ Going gaga over your ignorance is
Atheism. Going gaga over your
ignorance!
Sometimes I am
surprised, people are celebrating their ignorance! Stupidity has become a religion! No, really!
If you have the self-doubt, ‘How can this happen?’, then try to work on
self-doubt, don’t start celebrating your self-doubt. Celebrating your self-doubt is Atheism. Celebrating your self-doubt is
stupidity. Most of us stop our journey
with this self-doubt. Over! After that, nothing more is there! Over!
Everything is over! Listen, if you
allow the self-doubt, the next thing which will happen is all your
incompletions of the past – means, past failures: how many times you tried but
you missed a very valid point, very important point. Just your fleeing desires are not equivalent
to creating a space. The fleeing desires
you have cannot be considered as creating a space. Listen!
The fleeing desires..... Earlier
when you failed it may have been just a fleeing desire, the unconscious inner
chattering. There is a big difference
between a black & white movie and a colour movie. All your unconscious desires are equivalent
to black & white movie. Your
conscious desires, the space you create consciously, are equivalent to
multi-colour movie.
Listen, I can
give more and more examples on the difference between unconscious thinking and
conscious visualization. Your
unconscious thinking, failures, are not impact when you consciously create a
space for something. Don’t be destroyed,
disturbed, discouraged, because all your unconscious imaginations have
failed. People tell me many times, ‘I
thought of this, this, this, this, this.
Nothing happened! So I lost
faith!’ No! Earlier you may not have created the space
consciously. Now you are creating a
conscious space. The fellow who is in
the street, he ordering the Prime Minister of the country, and the President of
the country ordering the Prime Minister of the country, between both there is a
big difference. Your unconscious
thinking is like a fellow who is in the street ordering the Prime Minister of
the country. It will not be
executed. Even if it is executed, it is
the grace of the Prime Minister. But, if
the President of the country orders the Prime Minister, it will immediately be
done. Understand, you consciously
creating a space is like the President ordering the Prime Minister. Your earlier failures are unconscious
imaginations. Your earlier failures, and
the incompletions due to the earlier failure, and the hatred you carry in you
because of your earlier failures should not be projected when you are creating
a space now. You may think, ‘No,
no. Even earlier, consciously I created
a space.’ Then how do you know it has
failed? May be it is on its way to be
delivered to you! We try to think, ‘No,
no. It may not be delivered in the time
I want.’ Yes, if you want the Cosmos to
keep integrity, you also be integrated to the Cosmos. That’s all!
Listen!
Ability to listen to the Cosmos is ability to listen to the sacred
secrets of life. Ability to speak into
the listening of the Cosmos is Kalpataru!
Ability to speak into the listening of the Cosmos! If you expect that the Cosmos should be
integrated with you, then be integrated to the Cosmos. That’s all!
The self-hatred
due to the past failures should not be allowed into the present situation,
because – listen, listen – when the self-hatred comes into the present when you
create a space.....over! The deep
self-denial erupts out! The deep
self-denial erupting out, the deep self-denial happening is end of life! Look into you every time when you want to
expand, whether you want to heal a relationship, or you want to heal your
body. I am seeing, in my own experience,
when I want to heal this throat, one part of the throat says, ‘No, no, no, if I
have to heal, I will have to work more.’
Come on! For that only you are
created! Now it is listening and getting
healed.
Whether you want
to heal your body, or heal a relationship, whether you want to expand your
relationships, whether you want to accumulate wealth, whether you want to
accumulate knowledge, in any form, in any dimension you want to expand, you
will always see the tiredness and laziness enters into you through the door of
self-doubt and self-denial. Please
understand, tiredness gets into you, boredom gets into you only through the
door of self-doubt and self-denial.
Don’t keep the self-doubt door open.
People who close the door of self-doubt and self-denial win the game of
life. You can win the game of life only
when you shut down the door of self-doubt.
The door of self-doubt, the door of self-denial is the most abusive,
most powerful pattern which makes you powerless. Understand this paradoxical statement I am
making: “Powerful pattern which makes you powerless”. It is the most powerful pattern which makes
you powerless.
Complete with
self-denial, self-doubt, self-hatred. If
you complete with your self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred, you cause what you
want as reality in your life. If you are
a catalyst for others to complete with their self-doubt, self-hatred,
self-denial, you cause what they want as reality. This is the instruction, Guru Vaak for all my
followers and disciples. Every person
who is in your life, you should help them to complete with the self-denial,
self-doubt and self-hatred, because this is the Original Sin.
Self-doubt is
equivalent to sleeping during satsangh.
When you sleep during satsangh, the whole thing is waste. Same way, if you carry self-doubt and
self-denial and self-hatred, your whole life is waste! It is like you are sleeping your whole
life! Nothing will be useful. Himalayas may be there, Ganga may be
there. But if you are sleeping, what is
the use? The beauty of the Himalayas can
be enjoyed only when you see. The beauty
of the Ganga can be experienced only when you jump into it, take bath. Same way, when there is self-denial and
self-doubt, you just completely keep yourself out of life. It all may be there, but you are not there to
enjoy them, you are not there to live them.
This one year, I
have decided I am going to expand on Kalpataru.
As I committed earlier, this whole Inner Awakening I will try to expand on
the various sacred secrets embodied in the Mahabharata. Dhritarashtra is the embodiment of
self-doubt. Shakuni is the embodiment of
self-hatred. Duryodhana is the
embodiment of self-denial.
Please
understand, self-doubt – “whether I can make it” – the whole of Dhritarashtra’s
life, this is the root-pattern. You can
see all the actions, reactions of Dhritarashtra is out of this one root-pattern
– “Will I be able to make it? Will I be
able to make it? Will I be able to make it?’
The whole of
Shakuni’s life, all his actions are – ”I will not make it.” That is the root-pattern. All his actions, thinking, everything, please
understand, he is not supporting Duryodhana.
Playing the side of Duryodhana, he destroyed the whole Kuru Vamsha (the
Kuru clan). He is taking revenge on
Dhritarashtra and his sons, playing their side.
Can you imagine? This is exactly
self-hatred. It tells you, ‘No, no. You have a cough. Why do you want to attend Inner Awakening at
this time? You are tired. Why don’t you rest? Otherwise what will happen to your
health?’ You will go and lie in your
bed. That’s all! He will put a garland on you and seal you! The garland is put on you when you are lying
down. You know what it means!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! When self-hatred acts
exactly on your side, he convinces you that he thinks for your welfare. Shakuni has convinced Duryodhana and
Dhritarashtra that he is thinking for their welfare. That is what exactly self-hatred will do for
you.
Bhishma is the
embodiment of Dharma. Dharma tells you,
‘No, Shakuni is not on your side, in your favour.’ But you believe only Shakuni! You believe only self-hatred! You don’t believe Bhishma, you believe only
Shakuni. Bhishma tells Duryodhana,
‘Shakuni is not the right person. Please
don’t have him next to you.’ Dharma tells
you again and again, ‘Don’t have self-hatred.’
But, unfortunately, self-hatred convinces you that it is thinking for
you, it is working for you. It tells
you, ‘No, no, no, your health is not enough to attend twenty-one days. I have job, I have this, I have this. Okay, anyhow I have come. I will manage for four days somehow, that’s
all. After all Swamiji is here. Inner Awakening will happen every
month.’ Self-hatred makes you believe it
is working for you and sees to it you are destroyed completely.
Shakuni is
self-hatred. Duryodhana is
self-denial. Over! The last nail in the coffin! If you see the whole life of Duryodhana, it
is deep, painful reactions! He is
convinced he is a failure, he cannot make it.
So, constantly he has to prove himself only by destroying others, never
by creating on his own something. See,
the Pandavas had the courage. Even if
Hastinapura is taken away by Duryodhana, Dhritarashtra’s sons, the Kauravas,
they will create another one city, Indraprastha, and they will live, on their
own. They had the courage to
create. But Duryodhana is very clear
that he cannot create. He is only
grabbing by doing something. The
root-pattern of Duryodhana is self-denial.
The root-pattern of Dhritarashtra is self-doubt. The root-pattern of Shakuni is
self-hatred. The root-pattern of
Duryodhana is self-denial. When all
these three gather together, what will happen?
That is what happened to the Kauravas.
Don’t allow what happened to the Kauravas to happen to you! Don’t allow what happened to the Kauravas to
happen to you!
I will continue
to expand on the Mahabharata and the Science of Causing Enlightenment, and
Kalpataru, all three together, because all the three are closely
connected.
(break in
transmission on eNTV at this point.....)
Sit
straight. Visualize consciously what you
want as reality, as if it has already happened.....it has happened. Complete with all the self-doubts erupting
out, self-hatred erupting out, self-denial erupting out. Complete with all that and create the space
consciously, powerfully. Complete with
every self-doubt which comes up.
Complete with every self-hatred which comes up. Complete with every self-denial which comes
up. Complete with all self-doubts,
self-hatred and self-denial, and create a space. Hold on to that space to create what you want
as reality powerfully.
KALPATARU
MEDITATION IN PROGRESS.....................
I bless you
all! Whatever you create in your space,
let it become reality! Thathaasthu!
Other than the
Inner Awakening participants Level-1, Level-2, Level-3, everyone can come for
darshan. All the Inner Awakening
participants Level-1, Level-2, Level-3, please be seated; you will have darshan
in the evening as part of your program.
Other can come forward for darshan.
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