Monday, February 10, 2014

HARIDWAR, SATURDAY, 18 JANUARY 2014

MORNING SATSANGH BY PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA –


Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam |
Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||


I welcome all of you with my love and blessings.
I will expand on Kalpataru.  Before that, today in two cities – Oklahoma-Somanatham and Tiruvanmiyur-Chennai – devotees have gathered to attend the Kalpataru Darshan.  I welcome all the devotees gathered specially for today’s Kalpataru satsangh in both the cities.  My blessings to both of you, both the cities! 
I will expand on Kalpataru and a few of the Mahabharata characters.
Continuously I am talking on this one subject for the last few days.  Wherever I may go, this side, that side, I come back to this one subject, this one topic – SDHD, Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial.....Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial.
Please listen!  Listen sincerely!  Whether you own hundred crores or two-hundred crores or three-hundred crores, or a billion dollars or trillion dollars, as long as you are suffering with SDHD (Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial), life will be Hell, understand!  Hell or Heaven are made from inside, not from outside. 
I am going to talk on this one subject, may be, for the rest of my life, not just this year or next year.  Of course, I am going to live at least 126 years in this body, in this physical body.  So, may be, rest of my life I am going to talk about this subject.  Last year I was talking on the subject of Completion.  Now I am speaking on what you should complete.  Last full year I was introducing the Science of Completion.  Now I am going to introduce what you should complete. 
Actually, if you dig deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper, the root of the root-patterns, anxiety, fear, all this is from Self-Hatred.  You yourself don’t want to bless you with what you wanted.  One side you wanted a beautiful life, but you yourself don’t want to bless that you should have it, you yourself have a tremendous doubt, you yourself have a tremendous hatred, you yourself decide you can’t have that life you wanted.  That is very funny!  That is very funny!  Why should you have this kind of doubt towards you?  Because – listen, I am defining why – because, you have started forgetting slowly, slowly, about you!  When you started falling into unconsciousness, some part of you started hating you.  When you are conscious you want to do something; when you are dull, tired, the same part of you does not want that! 
Already, yesterday, I gave you the medicine for depression.  Yesterday or day-before-yesterday I don’t know, but a few days before I gave the medicine for depression.  What is the medicine?  Slap yourself, Wash the face, simply Show Up!  Why this washing the face?  You should slap yourself so strongly, your fingers should have their imprint on your cheek!  Why you should wash yourself you know?  So that others don’t see you have slapped yourself! 
That is what you are doing!  Please listen, every time you put yourself in depression, you are abusing you, you are disrespecting you!  Look deeper and deeper why you become violent, why you become abusive.  Because some parts of you, you cannot tolerate, you go on abusing others.  A group of people who cannot tolerate themselves, abuse others when they gather, naturally they become a terrorist organization.  
Day-before yesterday, a few rowdies went and attacked one of our Swamis – Bhaktimayananda – in Bangalore.  I didn’t speak about it because I didn’t get the complete report who attacked.  But that fellow who attacked, he himself gave a confession in the TV channel that he and his group only went and attacked.  Now I want to tell him, running a terrorist organization, a rowdy organization is very easy.  You always get people who attack others, who kill others; but, I tell you, running a social service organization is very difficult.  I am challenging this rowdy who sent these rowdies to kill my Swamis.  There my Swami was running a Goshala (protective shelter for cows) and giving Anna Dhaan (seva of offering free food) to people who come, and planning to build a meditation hall.  He was doing humble social service, whatever he can.  The local people used to tell me, ‘Swamiji, your sannyasi, Bhaktimaya, cleans even the street!’  He used to work for keeping the public main street clean.  I am challenging this rowdy: try to create one service organization, then you will understand!  Doing rowdyism is very easy because you just need to instigate people’s violence; but helping them to complete with their violence and evolve as a useful human-being to the society and humanity, that is the real job!  That is the real job!
Understand, human-beings, all their root-patterns are from the SDHD – Self-Doubt, Hatred and Denial.  Only when you complete with the Self-Doubt, Hatred and Denial you even become a human-being. Till then you are only a demon, “raakshasa”!  Raakshasa.....demon!  Life of a raakshasa, demon, is the worst thing that can happen to a human-being.  Even in Mahabharata you can see the characters who do good to themselves and others, who do good to themselves and bad to others, who do bad to themselves and others.  Who does bad to themselves and others is “demon”; Who do good to themselves, bad to others, are “Nara”, human-beings; Who do good to themselves and good to others are “Devatas”, divine beings.  Continuously do good.  Continuously be in the space of Completion.  Being in the space of “Poornamadah Poornamidam Poornaath Poornamudhachyathey, Poornasya Poornamaadaaya Poornameva Vasishyathey”, you will always be in the space of Maha Nirvana, Maha Nibbana, Maha Nirvana. 
Buddha is from Mahanirvani Akhada.  He studied, meditated with the Mahanirvani parivrajaka sadhus.  That is why he calls the enlightened state as “Nirvana”.  He calls himself as “Sankhya Muni”.  He belongs to the Sankhya Tattwa.  He followed the Sankhya principles.  He called himself “Sankhya Muni”.  In course of time it became “Sakya Muni”.  And he calls himself “Gautama”.  Gautama Rishi belongs to Nirvani Akhada.  All his teachings, if you see, it is completely established on Sankhya.  All the technical terms he uses is completely from the philosophy of Mahanirvani Akhada.  Buddha is one of the preachers, Mahamandaleshwars of Mahanirvani Akhada.  Still, Mahanirvani Akhada has Buddhism as one of the “madis”.  We have fifty-two madis, means sub-sects.  In that Buddhism is one sub-sect.
Always be in the space of Completion.  Always be in the space of Nirvana, Maha Nirvana.  Especially the SDHD – Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial – complete with that.  Complete with that.  Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial, that is the source from which all the root-patterns start evolving.  I can say, that is the root of root-patterns.
Your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial (SDHD) is responsible for why you are not achieving what you want to achieve in life.  Your SDHD sucks all the energy, all the inspiration, all the strength you have.  Your SDHD neither allows you to do something great, nor lets you live in peace.  Complete with your SDHD.
Completion with your SDHD – Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial – awakens your Kalpataru energy in you.  It makes the space you create as reality in you.  When you don’t have SDHD inside, Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial inside, anything you create will always be good to you and to others, you go on causing others’ reality, you become a sincere catalyst for everyone’s reality and your own reality.  You become a sincere catalyst for others’ reality and your own reality. 
I will give the essence in Hindi, today’s satsangh’s essence.
With this, I will lead you all into the Kalpataru process.  Before the Kalpataru process starts, we will just have a few minutes video on Inner Awakening, a small presentation.
VIDEO ON INNER AWAKENING IS PLAYED.....................
We will start the process.  Please pick up your paper and pen.  Pen down one desire you want to make as reality.  Please pick up a paper and pen.  Pick up one desire you want to cause as reality.  Pen down that desire and all your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial (SDHD) you have.  Why you feel that desire is not possible, it cannot be realized, write the reason for it.  Write the desire and the reason why it cannot become reality.
(After a few minutes...........)
Now sit straight.  Close your eyes.  Create a space for what you want to cause as reality.  Whatever you want to achieve, visualize it has already become reality.  Complete with all the Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial. See whatever you want to achieve it is already reality.  Start the process of Kalpataru.  Namah Shivaya!
KALPATARU MEDITATION IN PROGRESS.....................
Relax.  I bless you all.  The space you created, let it become reality! 
First, all the participants who are here for Kalpataru Darshan in Haridwar will have their darshan first; then Oklahoma, and then Tiruvanmiyur-Chennai will have their darshan.
I bless you all!  Let you all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility and Enriching with eternal bliss, Nithyananda!  Thank you!
___________________ END OF SATSANG ___________________






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