MORNING
SATSANG BY PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA
Nithyanandeshwara
Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari
Madhyamaam |
Asmath
Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey
Guru Paramparaam ||
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you with my love and blessings.
Today, I will
expand on Kalpataru.
Some of the
important things you need to understand in life is – I wanted to insist on this
truth again and again even if you have heard it from me earlier – everything, every suffering you have in
your life, even not getting what you want in your life, everything boils down
only to one thing: your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial (SDHD). It is the SDHD only which is the demon in
your life. Somehow, so strongly you
believe that you cannot get it. Your
intellect says you cannot get it. Your
emotion says you should not get it. Your
life says you didn’t get it. No, really
I am telling you, after the Shivaratri..... See, till Shivaratri, “Shravana Rithu”
– Listening, Listening, Listening; after Shivaratri till Guru Purnima,
“Completion with SDHD Rithu”. I don’t
know how we will phrase it; maybe we will come up with a new word – “Poornathwa
Rithu”. Please understand, once you complete with Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial
(SDHD), you don’t need any spiritual practice.
If you don’t complete with SDHD, no spiritual practice will work on
you.
See, in a deep
part of your being, the Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial has gone so deep,
you strongly believe no spiritual practice will work on you. I have a big group. They are so clear, ‘My Kundalini will not
move. I will not have any experience. Whatever Swamiji says I will believe, I will
try to practice, but no spiritual practice can transform me.’ They are very clear. Please understand, sometimes the
transformation means even you entering into a zone where you don’t know what
happens to you. That is what you are
afraid of. You cannot handle. You become too compassionate than what you
wanted. Because, when the transformation
comes, there is no limit. It is not
going to be limited. Transformation is
not Private Limited Company. No, really
I am telling you.... (break in transmission.....)
First I launched
Mahamantra Meditation. Then Seven
Chakras Meditation. Then Seven Koshas
Meditation. Then Pancha Kosha
Meditation. Then Unclutching, the great
contribution. Then comes the Science of
Completion. Then comes Integrity, Authenticity,
Responsibility and Enriching. Now comes
SDHD, completion with Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial. No, how many ever new things I may go on
inventing, you are very clear, ‘No, whatever Swamiji says works for others; it
works, but not for me. For me nothing
works. I don’t know what to do.’ Understand,
the bad news is, with SDHD no spiritual practice will work for you. The good news is, SDHD can be completed. Understand, the bad news: no spiritual
practice, whether you try to complete, or unclutch, or whatever, no spiritual
practice will work for you, because you have a strong belief. The bad news is, with SDHD no spiritual
practice will work. The good news is,
SDHD itself can be completed, SDHD itself can be completed; you can really,
really complete SDHD.
From Shivaratri
to Guru Purnima, “Rithu of Completion”, Season of Completion with Self-Doubt,
Self-Hatred, Self-Denial (SDHD). But,
that does not mean you need to wait till Shivaratri. Start now!
Start now! I tell you, a person who has completed with SDHD is a most graceful and
handsome, beautiful being. What is
“grace”? See, “beauty” is when you see
from a distance how things look – the shape of the body and the skin – that is
“beauty”. “Grace” is, when you spend
time with that person, when you are around that person, what is the material
out of which that person is made, what are the principles out of which he is
made, what is he radiating, what is he believing as himself and others, how he
holds himself and others, that is “grace”; beauty of that is “grace”. I tell you, Completion with Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred,
Self-Denial will give you a big breakthrough.
That will only make you write your future, re-writing your future. Re-writing your future!
Please
understand, always the transformation
comes quantum, not step-by-step.
When I started following Integrity in my classes, programs, I didn’t do like
‘Oh, seven sessions a day! First I will start
coming to the class for one session on time; then after a month, two sessions
on time; then after two months, three sessions on time.’ No!
Integrity comes NOW! Actually,
that is one of the biggest jumps I took, because I live in such a timeless
zone. I tell you, please understand, for
nine years I didn’t remember the year, date, time! That is why, when I am putting things back
about my biography, I have so much of confusion about time and date. I have so much confusion! Only based on the circumstances I am trying
to remember the time and date. Because,
I never remembered month, and sometimes I didn’t even remember the year, which
year I am in. Really, I tell you, those
nine years I didn’t know who is the Prime Minister, Chief Minister of any State
or country. I didn’t know which month I
am in. The good thing from that is, I
didn’t, my body didn’t suffer due to weather change, because I didn’t know which
month it is, what kind of weather it will be!
Early morning the sun rises. If
the sun rises, I know it is day; if the sun is down, I know it is night; that’s
all! And, I tell you, India is such a
beautiful country, if you are a sadhu or pilgrim, yatri (pilgrim) or sadhu – “yatri”
is the word in Hindi – yatri or sadhu, people don’t have any problem in giving
whatever you want – food or blanket.
Especially in this area, this Uttarakhand, really, they won’t! I tell you, if you are a sadhu you can go to any
shop, ask “bhiksha” (alms) for anything, anything. You can say, ‘Give me toothpaste, give me
brush, or give me a “kambal” (blanket)’.
Never ever a shop will say ‘No’.
Actually, with Integrity I can say! I am so confident of these
people!
Yesterday, two
of my Swamis went to take bath in the Ganges.
They saw a beautiful walking stick.
They didn’t have money. And even
if they have money, they will have to take approval and then only they can spend. They went to the shop and said, ‘This stick
is very beautiful. We want to give it to
our Guru. Please give us.’ That fellow said, ‘Alright. Take it.’
That is because those fellows are sadhus. I tell you, the whole Uttarakhand people are
sadhus! Everyone is a sadhu!
You don’t need
to know time.
I remember, many
times when it is cold, to the nearest house I will go there and ask, ‘I am a
sadhu and I am travelling.’ The moment
they see, ‘Oh, Baba, you don’t have kambal (blanket)?’, they will give kambal,
blanket. I don’t need to even ask. They will give food and kambal and
something. So when I am travelling, and
when it is not cold any more, when I see somebody wants, I will give that kambal
and go. Then again, when it is cold,
somewhere, any house – you don’t need to choose a rich man’s house or anything
– any house, just walk in and they will give what is theirs! This one thing, Mahadeva is still keeping
this place as he wants. Mahadeva and
Ganga Mathta, both are keeping this place as they want. I have not found a single exemption! At least in my life I have not come across a
single exemption incident where some sadhu asks and they don’t give. At least in my life I have not come across,
or I have not heard.
This remembering
Time was such a big thing for me! Time,
date, year, it was not at all there in my inner-space. Actually, it is good in a way, because it keeps
you young! You don’t know how many years
old you are! And your body does not
demand many things. Only when it is
really cold, you need some warm clothing.
Only when you are really hungry, you need food. Actually, if you forget Time, your body will
be very healthy, because you will not eat as per time; you will eat as per
hunger, you will drink as per thirst.
That was one great thing.
I still
remember, sometimes when I am travelling – I went to Kedar, Bhadri, all these
places – if I am staying in some small hut, and some villager if I ask him some
little “tulasi” (holy basil leaf) or anything, he will go all the way some
three or four kilometres and bring that and come! Such amazing people! Because, here, in many places you will not
have road to have bicycle and all that; you will have to walk up and down. Such beautiful people! I tell you, no other part of the world
produced so many number of enlightened beings like this part of the world. This part of the world produced the maximum
number of enlightened beings on Planet Earth.
That is why, even though politically we are not that intelligent guys,
we never had the suffering which Tibet is having. We are also not politically savvy, or politically
intelligent people. Mahadeva can give up
Kailash, but not the Himalayas! He may
even give up Kailash, but not the Himalayas, not this area! What an amazing place!
Please
listen! I lived that kind of life, never
remembering time, date, everything. But
when I decided to be in the space of Integrity, it is a quantum jump! I decided, yes, I was in the timeless zone
because I didn’t need to share my life with others; it was all for myself. Now I am committing I am going to enrich the
people, cause something for the people.
So, I have to care about the time zone they are living in, the space
they are living in. If I am going to
cause enlightenment for Nature, and the animals, and the trees and hills and
plants, then I don’t need to care about time.
But I am going to be cause for human-beings who have certain
structures. So, naturally, what should I
do? I have to sacrifice my structure to
enter into this structure. The day I
decided, till today, by Kaala’s grace, Integrity is happening. The grace of Kaala, Kaalabhairava!
Understand, all
transformations are quantum jump. Just
complete with Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial. I am giving you this as a beautiful process. Now sit down and pen down what all you want
in life. And the moment – listen, please
listen first – the moment you think you want something, immediately one part of
you already declares, ‘I am not going to have it. I am not qualified to have it. It is going to be very difficult. How can this happen?’ All that, your mind will tell, be very clear.....be
very clear! Please understand, now the
moment you see the Self-Doubt, Self-Denial, Self-Hatred coming up, look back
when it started, that “I am not qualified, I am not enough, I am not going to
get it”, the pain. Please understand,
listen, even if renunciation is because of that pain, that renunciation will be
only Self-Destruction, like Gandhari.
Don’t renounce because of that pain you won’t get it, Self-Denial you
will not get it, Self-Hatred, you will not get it. No!
Renouncing should be done out of powerfulness, Shiva’s renunciation, not
Gandhari’s.
Listen! Somebody asked me in the session, ‘Who is
Madri? Is she Tyaga (sacrifice)? No, listen, Tapas-based Vairagya! See, Tapas has a certain kind of a strength
when Vairagya is attached to it. So,
Madri is Vairagya (renunciation), Vairagya of powerfulness! Madri strengthens Kunti. Finally, she disappears into Kunti. That is what is meant when she dissolves
herself.
Listen, even
your Vairagya, if it is out of Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Destruction, it is
not Vairagya. So, first thing you need
to complete is Vairagya, the Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Destruction has to
be completed.
I tell you, no
religion other than Advaita Vedanta gives you this sacred secret of completing
with Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Destruction, because all religions exploit
you based on your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Destruction. Because you have a deep Self-Doubt,
Self-Hatred, Self-Denial, that is why they are able to tell you that you are a
sinner, you are a slave. Many religions
exploit you because of your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial, never allow
you to complete with that and get out of it.
Advaita is the only tradition which boldly.....! That is why I tell you, it is such a sacred
tradition, such an amazing tradition, never built for exploiting people. See, it is like how the modern-day medicine,
your body has become an income source for the doctor. Why will he cure you? Your body has become income source for the
pharmaceutical companies. Why will they
cure you? And why will they give you
medicines which have no side-effect?
Same way, your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial has become source
for many religions’ income. Your
Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial is the income source for many
religions. Why will they care? Why will they help you to complete it?
Advaita is such
an auspicious tradition; that is the “Kalyana” (welfare) which has happened to
the whole world. The “Mangala”
(auspiciousness) that has happened to the whole world is Advaita. The Sanatana Hindu Dharma is the “Kalyana”
which has happened to the world. It is
the “Mangala” which has happened to the world.
Again and again, I bow down to this land for giving me a place in this
land where I am taught to complete with Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial,
where nobody is exploiting my Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial. Same way, I also live, help people to complete
with their Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial, not exploiting their
Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial.
Exploiting people’s Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial is living the
cheapest life you can live. It is like,
you know the medicine for HIV, but you don’t give that medicine. You know an alternative medicine which only
controls that person and give him that medicine. What an exploiting lifestyle!
I tell you, the biggest message, the greatest message
of Sanatana Hindu Dharma is: “Complete with your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred,
Self-Denial. Remember, “Amritasya
Putraaha”! We are all “Sons of
Immortality”! Listen, “Shrunvanthu
Vishwey” – “Listen, O the World”!
“Amrutasya Putraaha” – “Sons of Immortality”! You are not “Sons of Sin”! No! “Sons
of Immortality”! Complete with
Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Immortality.
Go back to where that Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial started. See the painful Self-Denial, where with lot
of pain you collapsed. Please
understand, every time you collapse, you strengthen your Self-Denial. Every time you fall down, you strengthen your
Self-Denial. Don’t allow that! Don’t
allow that!
One police
officer threatened me: ‘We know how to frame you and put you in jail
forever! What will you do?’
I just laughed. I told him, ‘First of all, you cannot
do. I trust the Judiciary and God. First of all, you cannot do. Even if you think you can do, understand
this, I will make life out of Time. I
will extend my life as I want and do what for I came down.’
(break in
transmission.....)
He was
shaken! Really!
He said, ‘What
do you mean?’
I said, ‘What I
said, I mean that!’
I tell you, just
complete with Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred and Self-Denial; all the great truths of
Advaita will become reality for you. All
the great truths of Advaita will become reality for you! You can live as you want, as long as you
want! Like Bhishma you can have “Iccha
Mrityu”. Means, you can chose your death
as you want, when you want, the way you want!
You don’t need to do big, big, big tapas. Sit, trace back when you started the painful
collapsing and giving up on you. Painful
giving up on you is the moment that Self-Denial starts sprouting in you. It may be just a small candy which your elder
brother, elder sister is saying, ‘No, I will not give you now.’ It may have started at that moment. Go back.
See how you collapsed, cried bitterly and decided you are not qualified
to have.
Advaita Vedanta
gives Dharma the power to make life out of time. Please understand, with Integrity and
Authenticity I tell you, this power to make life out of time is not my
monopoly. Just complete with your
Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred and Self-Denial.
Keeping Kaalabhairava as a witness, I tell you, this science everyone
can experience it and use it. Just
complete with your Self-Denial, Self-Doubt and Self-Hatred. Go back and see how many times you fell into
you, collapsed into you, the implosion has happened and strengthened your
Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred and Self-Denial, you lost your self-confidence, your
shoulder bones are broken. Pen down
every one of them. Relive and complete
with it. You will wake up like a Phoenix
bird, I tell you! You will wake up like
a Phoenix bird! You will rise like a
Phoenix! Re-writing of your future
begins when you complete with all the doubts and rise as a new being, because
that is the source of all the ignorance and inauspiciousness in you.
Today, in the
Inner Awakening class, we will be working on this Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred and
Self-Denial, completing with them. All
over the world, I wanted all the devotees, disciples, Samajis, Satsanghis,
start working on completing with your Self-Doubts, Self-Hatred and Self-Denial. Put a little time and intelligence and
energy, intention to complete with your Self-Doubt, Hatred and Denial. I tell you, I have seen in life, many of the
sadhus, brahmacharis, they struggle with the Lust pattern. Actually, the Lust pattern is not the real
enemy. It is their Self-Doubt and
Self-Hatred and Self-Denial which is the real enemy. When
you complete with the Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred and Self-Denial, the Lust will
become like a parasite which has lost the root; it will just dry down and die. Just
complete with your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred and Self-Denial, I tell you,
enlightenment will flow in you like a Ganga!
It will flow in you like a Ganga!
That is the exact word I will use: It will flow in you like a Ganga! I bless you all to have Jnana Ganga,
Enlightenment Ganga in all of you!
I tell you, you
guys are fortunate enough to be connected to the great Sanatana Hindu Dharma
which does not exploit you knowing your disease. It is so sincerely completing you. Blessed are those who go to a doctor who does
not exploit a patient based on the disease; he is sincere to cure the disease. Same way, blessed are you guys who are
attracted to a great tradition which does not exploit your Self-Doubt, Hatred,
Denial, but which completes your Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial, which is
constantly inspiring you to complete with your Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial. So, don’t miss it! You are blessed enough to be attracted to a
tradition which teaches you to complete with SDHD – Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial. You are blessed enough to go to a Guru who
experientially radiates that science to you.
So, let us complete! Let us
complete!
Before entering
into the Kalpataru Darshan, a small short video of Haridwar and Inner Awakening
session on the banks of the Ganga.....
I will give the
essence in Hindi.
Sit
straight. Close your eyes. Declare with Integrity, Authenticity,
Responsibility and Enriching, you will complete with all Self-Doubt, Hatred,
Denial. Even the doubt whether you will
be able to complete with the Self-Doubt or not, complete with that also. I bless you all!
KALPATARU
MEDITATION IN PROGRESS.....................
Relax. I bless you all to have your space as reality
responsibly!
Every one,
please come for Kalpataru Darshan.
Please come one by one and have darshan.
___________________ END OF SATSANG
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